Embracing the Change

I think I have finally come to terms with my crap situation. I realize that the situation is not going to get better until HE wants it to get better. Until then, I will just try to live my life as best I can. Will I still be there at the end? Only time will tell..

Jealousy

I envy those who's life I see as perfect.
Those who are in a secure/loving relationship.
Those who don't have to work.
Those who just go out and play all day.
Those who know what they want and put themselves out there to get it.
Most of all, I envy those who are confident enough in themselves to not need to envy someone else.

What to do?

When the man in your life tells you he loves you, that you are the love of his life and that he wants to marry you but there is still something missing in his heart? You are his sweetheart, you've always had a place in his heart but the timing is just wrong? That those are the reasons why he's been acting off with you lately, that he can't seem to give his all to you.

Do you stay and wait it out or do you let him go hoping he'll realize quickly what he's missing?